I swear, I'm going to be pregnant for the rest of my life! I was up all night on Wednesday with contractions coming every 4 minutes - I had bad back pain and crampiness but the contractions themselves didn't hurt at all. Since I have never experienced that before, I decided to wake up my doctor at 1:30 in the morning to see what I should do. He said to watch them for another hour and if they didn't let up, to go in. Well, they continued at 4 minutes apart but never hurt so I tried to get some sleep, which only resulted for a solid 30 minutes or so.
I had an appointment on Thursday so I decided to just wait it out but I was sure yesterday would be the day. Well, he checked me and I'm still between 2.5 and 3 cm dialated. All that for no progress? So, as for now we are still waiting. I'm feeling a lot better today except for the usual tiredness. I swear, I feel like I am living in someone else's body. I can't move...getting up off the couch is an olympic even and standing to do my hair makes me feel like I've run a marathon by the time I'm done. Twin moms, please tell me this goes away after they are born?
Part of me is really glad the babies aren't here yet. Every day they are in there means one more day their lungs develop even more which means we can hopefully avoid time spent in the NICU. Not only that, but I'm not quite ready to let go our our nice, 3 person family routine. It has been so great being home with Gavin. He is such a fun kid and so easy to play with. I can't possibly imagine being able to love TWO more babies as much as I love him. I know that I will, but I have a feeling it might not be as instant this time around. Does that sound horrible? I have kind of viewed this pregnancy abstractly up until this week and it has finally hit me....we're going from a family of three to a family of five!! That thought scares me a little, but I know we'll be fine. It's just hard to comprehend when I really think about it.
Anyway, I'm rambling now so I should sign-off and get some rest while the little man is still asleep. Until next time...
thats for you comment :) and oh my twins!!!!! good luck girl :) congrat though
ReplyDeletethanks for the update! I have been thinking about you guys.
ReplyDeleteThis is really hard the last little while....I hope you find comfort and have fun these last few days! Thinking about you! Let me know if you need anything!
ReplyDeleteHang in there...it sounds like you are doing great though! I finally made it to 1 cm today and am thrilled. I know it doesn't mean much, but it makes me feel great to know my body is at least trying to get ready.
ReplyDeleteHope you get some sleep soon!
It goes away!
ReplyDeleteI had my twin at 36 weeks and was dilated to a 3 for 4 weeks.
ReplyDeleteThinking about you.
It goes away! I didn't even remember it until you posted about it(well maybe it was a lingering thought!). You will be amazed at how your love can grow, beyond your wildest dreams. It may not all click into place immediately so don't stress. Just do whatever it takes to survive the first 2 months and then it will all get better. Let me know if you need anything! I'll be your cheerleader! Keep up the good work mama!
ReplyDeletebest of luck! hopefully they came today!
ReplyDeleteI have this feeling that you had them or are having them today. I hope it is true! I can't wait to meet little Cooper and Boston.
ReplyDeleteIf not, hang in there it will be soon! Let me know if you need anything.
Can't wait to get a phone call today or tomorrow...
ReplyDelete"Grandma Misty"
Your body will recover, but it will take some time. Just remember, looking back, time flies. The first three months are the hardest, just take one day at a time, but then they will be the greatest joy you can imagine. I would also suggest establishing a routine and making sure they are both on it. It's so awesome to watch my boys interact, they are the best of friends, I feel sorry for people who don't get enjoy the blessing of twins. My final advice, keep a journal and don't be afraid to ask for help. Good luck!
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